+ One year ago, I was spending 85% of my time studying for final exams, and 15% worrying that I wasn't studying enough.
+ One year ago, I was feeling low and defeated. I wasn't a very happy person at all, and I didn't know how to fix that.
+ One year ago, I was miserable at the thought of leaving school, yet oh so desperate to get into University.
+ One year ago, I felt like a caged bird. I needed badly to spread my wings.
+ One year ago I felt lost. I had no idea what the future held for me.
+ One year ago, I thought I knew who I was. Oh, how wrong I was.
+ A year later I have finished a year of my nursing degree, and I have enjoyed every second of it.
+ A year later, I am surrounded by people who love me, and boy is the feeling mutual. :)
+ A year later, I am working as a nanny in Canada. CANADA!
+ A year later, I am feeling so much more comfortable in my own skin. I'm not perfect, but I am learning to embrace what I cannot change.
+ A year later, I have learned a whole lot, and I'm still learning. The most important lesson from this past year? I cannot control everything that happens to me, but I can control my reactions and emotions. And I feel empowered. :)
+ A year later, I am loving most parts of my life. And it feels incredible. :) Here's to another year of change. I can't wait to see what else is in store for me.
I love the last "One year ago" one. So true for me too.
ReplyDeleteone year ago.. a year ago! i thought i knew myself.. very interesting! check my blog out? :)
ReplyDeleteLove this! Things just get better with time huh. We're always learning more about ourselves and how to enjoy life. Can't wait to see what happens in another year :)
ReplyDeleteWoW! Your "One year ago" is nearly exactly how I'm feeling right now! Any advice on how to stop worrying and feeling low and defeated? This is so encouraging, however. I can't wait to see what might happen in my life in one year's time! :)
ReplyDeleteJess oxoxo
Oh Jess, I am so glad someone who needed this found it. I know how you're feeling, and it's pretty crappy.. I don't know what would help you, but for me I just tried to keep focused on things I enjoyed to distract me, and I spent a lot of time working towards changing things (which is why I studied so hard, so I could get into my dream course). It will get better, and in a year's time you will be posting something exactly like this. :)
DeleteHey fellow Nanny ;) I love the idea of doing a "one year ago" type post...you've got me tempted :) Loved hearing a bit of your heart...can't wait to hear/read more :) Happy Weekend, LOVE!
ReplyDeleteYou're a nanny too? Oh cool, it's great to 'meet' you! :) I have followed your blog, it is so sweet. And I definitely recommend doing a post like this one, I enjoyed it so much. It really made me feel so much better. :)
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